Since I was gone for Hayden’s 19th birthday we celebrated today. We got a cake yesterday and decorated with candles and sang a very painful song. We are going to walk next door to our neighbors who have been there through all of the lost birthdays and release balloons. I asked Lincoln and Sierra why they wanted to release balloons on his Birthday and he said “because maybe they will reach him.” Maybe so, but he knows we’re remembering him … Happy Birthday Hayden.